if it makes you feel any better i can just directly tell you:
i didn't.
would you like to hear about how i thought i'd gotten the shield up in time? that i'd been fast enough? how i realized that my own hesitation in getting to it is probably what caused me to get hit?
i did not intend to or want to die there like that oswald
i'm kind of insulted that even a part of you thinks that
just because i know what pain i can handle doesn't mean i don't have a sense of self preservation
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i didn't.
would you like to hear about how i thought i'd gotten the shield up in time? that i'd been fast enough? how i realized that my own hesitation in getting to it is probably what caused me to get hit?
i did not intend to or want to die there like that oswald
i'm kind of insulted that even a part of you thinks that
just because i know what pain i can handle doesn't mean i don't have a sense of self preservation