It was... the same this morning, too. When I was talking to you. I got scared and... and next thing I knew, it's like I couldn't control what I said or did anymore...
I'm sorry. [and he just...holds him tighter] I'm sorry it's been like that. It won't be like that, here. This is your home, for as long as you want it to be.
[Edward's quiet. He almost wants to ask "Promise?" but that just feels... unfair. He didn't keep his promise, why should he expect Oswald to make him a promise like that.
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It was... the same this morning, too. When I was talking to you. I got scared and... and next thing I knew, it's like I couldn't control what I said or did anymore...
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...I don't... know what to do about it...
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[Right now... Right now, Edward just feels lost and scared and uncertain. He doesn't know what to do.]
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I... I really don't want this to happen. Honest.
[He feels awful about it. Maybe not entirely for the reasons he should, but. Even so.]
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Somehow...
Though at the same time a part of him can only think "See, of course you'd ruin this sooner or later".]
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[He's still quiet. Honestly, he's nervous about starting to cry again if he talks too much.]
Thank you...
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...thank you. For telling me.
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I was just... scared.
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[That's very quiet. Like he's scared to even say it. And it isn't as if he thinks Oswald is that kind of person, really he doesn't, just.
Past experience, you know.]
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It always happens... People always get tired of me eventually.
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Still...]
...Thank you...
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[More than he could ever put into words.]
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Let's finish dinner, okay? Then we can do some research and see what we can find.
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[Yeah, Edward did kind of interrupt dinner prep when he broke that plate. Oops...]
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Why don't you finish setting the table and get drinks? The goulash should be done soon enough.
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