[aosdihflsdfs Oswald....goes bright red at that. That's.....incredibly flattering and he really doesn't know what to do with that?!?!?! Anyway he's bright red and speechless for a moment and alsdkhflsdkhfoshdfds
oswald get a hold of yourself]
Well, not everyone is worth your time, so. I suppose that makes sense.
[he presses his lips together for a moment, face burning]
Edward, you're not in my way. Quite the opposite, in fact. [alsdkhfsdh his face is still....bright red] I...I really enjoy having you stay. So if you'd like to, I'd...I'd be more than happy to have you.
He really figured he'd get in Oswald's way. That he'd be bothering him, surely, even if he was too nice to say something. But he... hasn't, really? A part of him is... scared to believe that. But...
But it'd be nice. Staying with Oswald. And he remembers the nightmare that was finding the apartment he even did get. All he could afford on his own, with no job or anything. Having to go back to his caseworker and ask for help has been something he's been dreading, too.
It's the first time he's done that that Oswald has seen. And it's... the first time he's done that in years, honestly. It's amazing, how different it makes him look. A lot softer, less tense. As young as he is, but in a good way. Like he's put the heavy weight he's always carrying down for a moment.]
And Oswald can't help but stare because he just looks...happy. He looks happy and free and it makes his stomach tie into knots to see it because that's how Edward should look all the time. He shouldn't be burdened by whatever's happened to him in the past; he doesn't deserve that. This is what he deserves--to be able to smile, like that. And it feels a bit like Oswald's heart might explode just from looking at him.]
You're welcome. [it's immensely, irrevocably fond, and he's looking at Edward like there's nothing more important in the world than him right now. Because there isn't]
[He feels happy and that's... odd, isn't it? When was the last time he felt genuinely happy, without immediately trying to stop the feeling? At least four years ago, by now, surely...]
I guess I'm pretty lucky you're the one who got assigned my case, huh?
[If things had happened just a little differently, would they be here now? Probably not. So he's... glad.]
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oswald get a hold of yourself]
Well, not everyone is worth your time, so. I suppose that makes sense.
[he presses his lips together for a moment, face burning]
I...think you're pretty great also.
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[Mostly it just happens either way. He started doing it actively because, hey. Just saves time and effort...
But then Oswald says that and.
Oh.]
Oh... [Um???] I... um...
[Edward sounds honestly confused. Because he is. There's nothing great about him, what is this.]
T-Thank you...?
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I'm...glad you're staying with me. It's really nice having you.
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[Your bed, Oswald???]
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But...even so....yes. [he swallows a bit] I didn't realize how much I missed living with someone else until you moved in.
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...It kind of sounds like you want me to... stay?
[that can't be right, though. can it.]
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Well...yes. [adskhfs] If you'd like.
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...You really... don't mind?
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He really figured he'd get in Oswald's way. That he'd be bothering him, surely, even if he was too nice to say something. But he... hasn't, really? A part of him is... scared to believe that. But...
But it'd be nice. Staying with Oswald. And he remembers the nightmare that was finding the apartment he even did get. All he could afford on his own, with no job or anything. Having to go back to his caseworker and ask for help has been something he's been dreading, too.
...It seems almost too good to be true, but...]
I'd...
[He hesitates.]
...like that, then.
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[listen this all just still sounds super fake and it's gonna take a bit for it to sink in that
this is real
and happening]
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O-Oh...
[That just... causes this warmth inside of him and oh no, oh dear.]
I was... a little nervous, to be honest. That I'd be moving out soon and then I wouldn't see you again, or something...
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It's sort of been the pattern.
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[He wasn't expecting this.]
I've never actually stayed with anyone for more than a few months at most.
[And that was with people who had to take him in.]
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For a moment, he just... stares. Not sure what to say or do or... what. But then...]
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[Edward is
smiling.
It's the first time he's done that that Oswald has seen. And it's... the first time he's done that in years, honestly. It's amazing, how different it makes him look. A lot softer, less tense. As young as he is, but in a good way. Like he's put the heavy weight he's always carrying down for a moment.]
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Edward's smiling.
And Oswald can't help but stare because he just looks...happy. He looks happy and free and it makes his stomach tie into knots to see it because that's how Edward should look all the time. He shouldn't be burdened by whatever's happened to him in the past; he doesn't deserve that. This is what he deserves--to be able to smile, like that. And it feels a bit like Oswald's heart might explode just from looking at him.]
You're welcome. [it's immensely, irrevocably fond, and he's looking at Edward like there's nothing more important in the world than him right now. Because there isn't]
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I guess I'm pretty lucky you're the one who got assigned my case, huh?
[If things had happened just a little differently, would they be here now? Probably not. So he's... glad.]
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[Oswald considering himself lucky is
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh???]
...Your assessment of him was very accurate.
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