Seeing someone you care about in pain is upsetting. I've lost people I care about deeply before and I almost lost you. Seeing you in that much pain was a reminder of that, and a reminder that it was my mistakes that caused it.
So I was upset with you, but I am more upset with myself.
regardless of what else happened, everything that happened to me was because i decided to look for secrets. if anything, you should be mad at me. the citadel would still be in one piece if not for me.
[it doesn't matter what else happened -- if oswald should've just let him be, listened to him, not taken him like that... it's still his fault, isn't it?]
the pain was bearable. it probably looked worse than it was. but
I fail to see how the Citadel is your fault. I took you there against your will. I didn't listen to you and I didn't let you make your own choice. If anything, the onus falls on my shoulders. You're the one that saved it from complete destruction.
yes, well, your patience surprisingly knows no bounds, it seems. [he's not sure what he did to deserve it--by all accounts he's not really sure he does. But that's another matter, and one he is absolutely not willing to bring up right now.]
He is, as expected, being a pain. However, we've managed to circumvent his attempts to cut off our supply line so far, so I consider that a success. Not to mention I happen to enjoy the idea of knowing we got to him in some capacity.
I think it would be best to wait until you were out of the hospital, only because I know Lee would be less than pleased to find out that you're working while you're supposed to be resting.
But in the mean time, I'm afraid you'll have to content yourself with books and puzzles and gaining knowledge that way. Perhaps think of it as doing research?
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So I was upset with you, but I am more upset with myself.
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regardless of what else happened, everything that happened to me was because i decided to look for secrets. if anything, you should be mad at me. the citadel would still be in one piece if not for me.
[it doesn't matter what else happened -- if oswald should've just let him be, listened to him, not taken him like that... it's still his fault, isn't it?]
the pain was bearable. it probably looked worse than it was. but
i'm
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thank you. I'm sorry for making the situation worse.
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okay
[it's not really-- it doesn't FEEL okay but
maybe that's a start]
thank you for actually talking to me
i know it's not easy
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it's very bounded
i'm not a patient person
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well
i guess i'll take your word for it
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and brilliant
[...]
how are things going
with
jack and everything?
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my offer to assist IS still on the table for the record
i can't do much from in here but i can still provide some support
and
hopefully soon i'll have recovered enough
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i'm so tired of resting
i mean honestly....... i'm almost better
all that's left is my eye really
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But in the mean time, I'm afraid you'll have to content yourself with books and puzzles and gaining knowledge that way. Perhaps think of it as doing research?
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not that i mind reading the books for the record i'm actually looking forward to them a lot
just
once i'm out of here
we'll do something about jack together
okay?
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Alright. I'll look forward to it.
[sir please his gay little heart can't take this]
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soon, then
:)
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[and next thing he knows he's just uh. he's just. tossing an emoji in there before he even realizes he's done so?]
<3
[JUST. A LITTLE HEART EMOJI. BETWEEN FRIENDS.]
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