[It's been a long time since pain bothered him this much. It had just sort of become normal to him, at some point. Now it hits him as badly as it did the first few times he got hurt protecting Oswald. Or like it did back in training.
He doesn't hear Oswald's apologies. Doesn't even realize this is Oswald's doing, honestly. Somewhere in the back of his mind, whatever part of him is still even capable of thought thinks that, oh, he must be dying right now. That would explain it.
And despite himself, despite all of his training where he learned to just accept pain, he can't keep a pained whimper from escaping him.]
[it's that sound--that pained whimper, that undoes him. Oswald's pulling the last of his magic out, maybe a bit too quickly, but it's out, it's gone--and he can feel his magic practically devour its prize, satisfied, pleased. Oswald, on the other hand, feels sick. His hand presses, harder, against that wound, trying to stem the sudden slightly increased flow of blood, like he just opened it back up]
Come on--come on, Edward, it's out now, we have to get you to town--
Edward--Edward you have to get up! [it's almost frantic--desperate, because he can't have killed him, not again--and he's tightening his arm around Edward again, grabbing at his cane, and trying to push them both up to standing] Come on, we're so close--Edward!
[He feels... something trying to force him back up. And it's not conscious thought but instinct that takes over, pushing up further. It's... past his limit. Way past his limit.
However, Edward's good at forcing himself past his limit. He can't focus his eyes or his hearing or even his mind. He can't quite understand what's happening right now, the whole world just seeming like a dark blur.
But he can move. He can... he can move. He has to. Has to? Yes. It's important. Someone needs him to. Someone... Someone important.]
[Edward moves. One foot in front of the other and they're not even close to out of the woods but it's something--and Oswald's entire right leg from hip to ankle is on fire from pain but they have to keep going.
It's not too long but it honestly feels like forever before they reach the edge of the village--and the moment Oswald sees someone, he's calling out, hoarse, frantic]
[They get there. Somehow, they make it there. Edward only realizes as much, not even consciously, really, when they slow. And that's... that's as far as he can go. Whatever strength he somehow managed to force out evaporates, leaving his legs weak and he drops.
[Edward suddenly and abruptly becomes dead weight, and Oswald yelps as he goes down with him, not expecting it. He barely manages to catch them both, awkwardly collapsing onto the ground--at which point he's struggling to pull Edward the rest of the way into his lap, cradling him as shouts echo around him, help on its way--]
Hold on, Edward, just hold on, we made it, they're coming, okay? Please--[he's babbling at him, desperate almost, he can't lose him now--]
[Someone's talking. He realizes that suddenly, vaguely. Someone's... talking to him. And he reaches out, his hand ending up at Oswald's sleeve, as if he wants to confirm there's really someone there.
And everything just... fades out, slowly, as consciousness finally leaves him.
Somehow, he lasted this long before passing out. Even while bleeding, burnt, and completely drained.]
[when Edward wakes, eventually-- at least enough to have any faculties--he'll find himself in a bed. Also he'll probably be in a solid amount of pain.
But better in a bed than dead, right???
Once he manages to get a look around the room, he'll find Oswald asleep with his head resting on his folded arms at the edge of the mattress. He looks almost paler than normal and there are dark bruises around his eyes but aside from that, he's fine. Edward managed to protect him quite well, it seems]
[Honestly, he's surprised to wake up. From what little he remembers, it kind of seems like a miracle. A painful, painful miracle, because the second he comes back into awareness, all he can focus on is how much everything hurts.
He hisses loudly, louder than he wants, tightly gripping the... covers? So he's in a bed. And immediately, almost panicked, he looks around... and spots Oswald rather quickly.
There he is... He's okay. Oh thank goodness, he's okay. Immediately, the pain seems trivial. The only thing that matters is Oswald, after all. Now he just needs to... to get out of this bed, as soon as he can...
Slowly, despite the pain, he tries to prop himself up a little. Come on, Edward, this is nothing.]
[that hiss was more than enough to wake Oswald, who's been on tenterhooks for a solid couple of days now while Edward recovered. His head jolts up from the bed, and he's blinking blearily before his eyes focus on Edward--at which point he's half lunging across the bed so he can press a gentle hand to his shoulder, trying to keep him down]
No--you need to--stay down, Edward. [his voice sounds rough and scratchy]
[He forces himself up more and it hurts, it hurts so much. He ignores it. It's exhausting, draining, just trying to get himself to sit up. He ignores that, too.
He has to get up. He's only just awake, finally, and every instinct trained into him is screaming at him to get up.]
You already protected me, you absolute maniac. I don't need protecting right now, so you need to rest. [he sounds angry--angrier than he means to sound, probably, but such is the effect of fear]
[Oswald's upset. And Edward... doesn't understand. Oswald is fine, isn't he? He wasn't hurt. Edward protected him, just as he should.
Why should it matter if he almost died doing so?
He doesn't understand. And he can't quite hide that, looking visibly confused. But he doesn't try to get up again. Not when Oswald is reacting like this. He just... quietly lowers himself back down.]
[Honestly, it's a good thing Edward's doing as Oswald asked. He looks... exhausted. Truly and utterly drained and it's honestly a miracle he's woken up already.
Edward's just stubborn like that.
But not stubborn enough to keep himself awake now. He's just... so tired. He only means to rest his eyes for a second, really, but he just slips right back into sleep.]
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He doesn't hear Oswald's apologies. Doesn't even realize this is Oswald's doing, honestly. Somewhere in the back of his mind, whatever part of him is still even capable of thought thinks that, oh, he must be dying right now. That would explain it.
And despite himself, despite all of his training where he learned to just accept pain, he can't keep a pained whimper from escaping him.]
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Come on--come on, Edward, it's out now, we have to get you to town--
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lies there, on the ground.]
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However, Edward's good at forcing himself past his limit. He can't focus his eyes or his hearing or even his mind. He can't quite understand what's happening right now, the whole world just seeming like a dark blur.
But he can move. He can... he can move. He has to. Has to? Yes. It's important. Someone needs him to. Someone... Someone important.]
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It's not too long but it honestly feels like forever before they reach the edge of the village--and the moment Oswald sees someone, he's calling out, hoarse, frantic]
Help--help! We need a doctor, immediately! Help!
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There's no keeping him upright anymore, now.]
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Hold on, Edward, just hold on, we made it, they're coming, okay? Please--[he's babbling at him, desperate almost, he can't lose him now--]
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And everything just... fades out, slowly, as consciousness finally leaves him.
Somehow, he lasted this long before passing out. Even while bleeding, burnt, and completely drained.]
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But better in a bed than dead, right???
Once he manages to get a look around the room, he'll find Oswald asleep with his head resting on his folded arms at the edge of the mattress. He looks almost paler than normal and there are dark bruises around his eyes but aside from that, he's fine. Edward managed to protect him quite well, it seems]
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He hisses loudly, louder than he wants, tightly gripping the... covers? So he's in a bed. And immediately, almost panicked, he looks around... and spots Oswald rather quickly.
There he is... He's okay. Oh thank goodness, he's okay. Immediately, the pain seems trivial. The only thing that matters is Oswald, after all. Now he just needs to... to get out of this bed, as soon as he can...
Slowly, despite the pain, he tries to prop himself up a little. Come on, Edward, this is nothing.]
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No--you need to--stay down, Edward. [his voice sounds rough and scratchy]
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Can't... Can't, have to... I gotta get ready, have to...
[It's muttered, almost more to himself than Oswald. He can't stay in this bed. He has to be ready, to protect Oswald. He's wasting time here.]
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There is absolutely nothing to get ready for, Edward, and you need to keep resting.
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[He forces himself up more and it hurts, it hurts so much. He ignores it. It's exhausting, draining, just trying to get himself to sit up. He ignores that, too.
He has to get up. He's only just awake, finally, and every instinct trained into him is screaming at him to get up.]
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[Not that he can protect anything like this, when Oswald can just push him back down like it's nothing.]
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...'m worthless like this...
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Edward, you almost died, and I--[it chokes off in his throat, and he drops his head] --I couldn't do anything, so please. Rest.
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Why should it matter if he almost died doing so?
He doesn't understand. And he can't quite hide that, looking visibly confused. But he doesn't try to get up again. Not when Oswald is reacting like this. He just... quietly lowers himself back down.]
I-I'll... I'll try...
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Edward's just stubborn like that.
But not stubborn enough to keep himself awake now. He's just... so tired. He only means to rest his eyes for a second, really, but he just slips right back into sleep.]
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