[Edward withdraws into himself more. It's... hard. He's not sure he can say anything.
He just knows that, at some point, the nervousness turned into anxiety which is slowly just turning into all-encompassing fear. It's familiar. That doesn't really make it any easier.
He needs... a bit.
Just give him a few more moments to get himself together.
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Elijah finishes materializing, and sits next to Edward on the bed. and just...waits.]
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He just knows that, at some point, the nervousness turned into anxiety which is slowly just turning into all-encompassing fear. It's familiar. That doesn't really make it any easier.
He needs... a bit.
Just give him a few more moments to get himself together.
Slow breaths. It's fine, just. Slow breaths.]
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...I kind of... messed that up, right?
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...I'm bad at this.
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"To be fair, I don't think you're as bad as you think you are...and my son is not particularly good at "this" either."
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I know I'm bad at it, I don't need-- It's fine. That I am. That's just how it is, you know.
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I don't get people and I'm not good at dealing with them, that's just... a fact.
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Expecting people to be patient with me is kind of asking a lot. [Not worth the effort.] I don't expect anyone to do that.
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"But...I don't think Oswald would be angry with you for being a little wrongfooted now and then."
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Not that it really matters. This is only for the rest of the week and then... that'll be that.
[He'll get a place. And then he won't get to see Oswald anymore.]
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"You...don't want to see him after this week?"
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[He says it like a simple statement of fact. Like it should be obvious.]
Better than sitting around and waiting to see how this gets ruined. No, thanks...
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"...is it? Better for everyone?" [he rubs his thumb over his own knuckles] "I think Oswald would miss you dearly."
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The thought of someone missing him is just... too ridiculous.]
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